I finally tapped into my new book this morning! I'm already over 100 pages in, and that's in between diapers, meals, playing trains, organizing a closet, and taking a twenty minute nap. It was money well spent (actually, part of a gift card) and I plan to reread it again. I am amazed at just how much my thoughts are exactly like so many women this author has interviewed. It's nice to know I am not alone, that others actually "get it" and that I am not a "weirdo" for questioning certain things. Parts of the book make me feel a little uneasy about an upcoming surgery, but I think those are all normal pre-surgery doubts. What I do know, is that when the author stated that there is an 81-94% reduced chance of dying from breast cancer after having a PM, it only secured my decision. Though they say the surgery is anywhere from 3-16 hours long, I am ready.
My only worry now is what comes after the surgery. How long will it be before I can hold my babies, before I can hug my husband, before I can curl my own hair, before I can go to spin class at the gym? There are so many unanswered questions that I have...I cannot wait until Thursday.
My heart is with you. Fear of the unknown sucks. It is sometimes crippling. Keep pushing through. Gut feelings are important. -Jodi
ReplyDeleteI love the title of the book. Something about "Women who chose to reduce their risk" just sounds so powerful to me. I'll be thinking about you on Thursday!
ReplyDeleteThankful that we have the ability to choose - knowledge is power. The unknown is scarey but life on the otherside of the surgery is peaceful! Glad you will get more answers on Thursday.
ReplyDeleteI just read through your blog and I just want to thank you for opening up and sharing with all of us. Thank you for giving us a glimpse of the beautiful and remarkable woman your mother was and the beautiful and remarkable woman you are. I feel honored to be allowed to follow you on this journey. I support you 110%. You will be in my prayers and thoughts.
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